Well I dont feel as baby crazy today lol... im kind of feeling like i just got to accept it ya know? We moved to the new house, its okay, it feels weird i miss my old home :( Kids are whining they dont want to go to the new school....i feel guilty for making them switch next year but i know how kids are and within the first few weeks they would be begging to never leave that school...
not feeling to well lately, not sure if its depression or what, just dont really feel like myself. (def not prego lol)... i just feel almost as if i have been shut down and pushed away so much that i kind of feel like my soul has given up ..like i have no fight left in me and im just reserved to accept life as is. maybe ill never have my baby and i should just move on ya know? i dunno, for now im dropping it because it hurts too much. . . .
Other than that not much else new, for those of you out there who have boyfriends who have kids and you have the "baby mama drama" lol how do you deal with it???!!! UGH I want to smack the shiz out his baby mama haha... since we moved we thought we would be nice and offered her her sons bed since it is bigger than the one he has now ( almost 5 & still in a toddler bed wtf??) and a big box of his toys so my boyfriend takes it over and carries it upstairs to her APARTMENT mind you, and she use to be lazy i guess and not clean or anything so he was shocked to see her house was clean and he said oh you have a nice place, and she said...well thats what happens when you go to college and work hard.... and I am pissed at him CUZ HE DIDNT SAY SHIT!!!! He should have said yamp you live in an apartment, make 12$ hour and im doing you a favor we live in a HOUSE and raise 4 kids just fine... but of course the men never say the things we want them to, they just let it roll off their backs and it makes us crazy! Sometimes I just want to blow up for him i dont know how he deals with them and me haha....poor guy, id go insane already.
Well thats it for today guys, ill catch up later, for now im going to do my best to keep the baby talk under wraps, its to hard and i cant take much more rejection...
ttyl8r
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